18 November 2010 Why…??

I have been asked by a few and really to myself….WHY?  Why did I leave a place where I had so much going on?  At first, it really was an impulsive delete.  Something just rubbed me the wrong way and then “poof” my fingers did the walking.  The page no longer exists.

Gone are the comments of which many were held so dearly by me.  Gone were the writings – many born on that page. Gone were friendships…but I have found who truly are the friends- even those within the “Inner Circle”.

What I did find…was peace.  I found freedom. I found that needed space.

There were many times I felt pushed..prodded…obligated.  I guess with all going on with my life – especially now – it grew to be too much.  I also felt I was putting too much pressure on myself.

In the end, the WHY is really me.  Fickle, impulsive ….Me.

I did keep a page there…in case I was ever hacked again.  That has turned into my small haven there.  I talk to very few. No one obligates me ..pushes me.  I feel free and at peace.

Chilly November….has given me warmth from the few true friends I have come to realize…really are my friends.