07/08/2010 Realizations

All my life-at least from my earliest memories-I was a spoiled child.  Most of it came from my Dad.  My relationship was always special and loving.  NO not in a perverted way-in a father/daughter way!  :))  He was always there for me and I simply adored him.  He was not Superman and I fully recognize this.  His faults were his own and I did not blame him for anything.  I miss him.  He always made me laugh even when I was mad at him.

My Mother-is a nice lady who did her best in raising us while contending with life-and my Dad.  My relationship with my Mother is far from pleasant.  I realized this last week-that this is the way it is and will not change.  I have realized that she has a mean streak that is not shown to many.  I am the fortunate one!  :))  However, I have learned that others have seen this and have stayed clear!  Mother makes me cry.

Well, the realizations have been slow in coming for me.  *sigh*